Monday, May 6, 2013

Well Hello Again

Well hello there, it's been awhile. There has been a lot going on and just as a warning, if my sentences aren't understandable I've had about 5 hours of sleep the last 2 days because of a sick kiddo.

So I do have to say while it's been busy I also could have posted but I was at a loss as to what to post. I was also feeling pretty down about things and myself and didn't want to bring that here. It is supposed to be a place to feel good and enjoy not be a downer. So now that I think I've had that out of my system here I am haha.

Sometimes life just throws you curve balls and even if you try to have a pretty positive outlook on life some things can just get overwhelming. My husband is getting out of the Marine Corp and that's scary. Then I found out we will be getting half the pay we do now so I've been worried on how to survive here with a growing daughter. Then I've just had my weight problems and not having the motivation, you know that "I'm gonna be fat forever so what does it matter?" stage. But I'm hoping to get out of my rut, get back into it and hopefully, prove myself wrong.

I realized too I've been spending way more and letting my husband spend more so I wouldn't feel bad going out of our budget just because I was trying to not be sad or overwhelmed I just wanted to forget and get things. Stupid I know. I have a shopping problem.  So I think I'm going to be putting myself on a restriction for awhile, there are some bigger things I want to get for other people and if I'm going to be able to do that I think I need to quit spending to make up for this last month. So not too many reviews coming up sorry for that. Maybe if I get my butt to reading more again I'll start doing book reviews. That would be fun right?

I've also started crocheting a blanket, I haven't decided if it looks good or just a jumbled mess yet but it's soft so if anything I'm sure my kid will play with it...or destroy it, whatever she enjoys.  Anyway I hope to have more posts up today or tomorrow but we will see what the kid allows. Sad how it's what they allow right?

I'm going to leave you with this song, which I've had on repeat all morning and has put me in a decent mood despite my sleep deprivation. Enjoy!

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